6.37am: fr Ip his lying down on floor pose is v scary. 

Trace back 5.55am: he is sitting up 

6.10pm: alr in that scary pose 

I’m worried until I can’t sleep, I don’t know if putting in a o tube is the good choice today or not. If helping him is a correct move or not (now raining heavily, he might alr be dead if I didn’t take him in b4 LNY, if alive he is shivering downstairs w such rain) now he indoor can sleep in bed, can eat anytime he like (but now he can’t eat, something wrong w throat, I scare he vomit later on on tube) 

I think I’ll go feed and pack room c, set up the iv cage and get ready for him for iv and o tube. 

Later still want to hear dr Brandon opinion of xl- why like fr bad kidney but still willing to eat a lot to eat then w phos bind somehow stop eating cos I see he can’t stand food going into his mouth. why? 

7am+: checked on him, he wake up and walk up. He topple water bowl. I serve a new bowl. He didn’t drink a lot. Lick a little but keep on it and at it till floor all wet. (Checked Google: sick I also know, anxious and stress – Erm give gaba will help, but same I need an o tube) told him again the plan, kiss him. Clear up and serve tuna w salmon. I set up hospi cage for him. 

9Am+: rushing to 5G to start the plan, feeder auntie call my phone again I thought something serious happen to xiao bo. Omg she call just to ask about xl. Sigh. I won’t pick up her phone anymore. she should know I told her b4, the more she call the more I would take her phone call not seriously. I thought things happen to the cats. Almost want to hang up on her when I’m holding umbrella and so horribly late for my schedule. 

End up i detour n push xl to go see her. Told her about the iv n o tube plan. Later didn’t hear from me is good news. hear from me then jialat Liao. She should know yesterday I did wait for her but she too late for feeding the cats. 

10.39am: 3.17kg, lose 160g. 

Tell dr Brandon to do a check on him and he thinks it’s good to go ahead w o tube, and yap do o tube now is better than weaker than do. 

They bring him in to do alr, pre ga, size 10? O tube?

I m/c him as well. 

Not constipated. 

11.07am: urine analysis is out: 

Sg 1.011, protein 100, glu 50. I don’t think he diabetic, but v stress bah. 

Sure need to take upcr. – took rocket high. To give 3.2mg of semintra daily. 

1. Ask drip rate that’s safe for him – 7ml/h – 150ml/day. If nally sure high2 
2. Need change ab? – no need n he say stop. Erm. 

I got him ondansetron. Will stop Cerenia. 

1145am: xiao lian survived ga! While waiting w him v scary. He move a lot fr waking up fr sedation. Amanda say normal. 

Bill scary too. 

Oh ya his X-ray show his throat his stomach lots of air, he swallow a lot of air. Have to find the thingy that baby take to release air. 

12.40pm: back to 猫房 4G, I open carrier box n I go prepare his bed in cage.

He can walk and stand alr. Walk to kitchen n I carry him to cage, lie in bed. drip rate 7ml/h. I’m thinking of upping to 10 at least. Thinking only. Remain stable at 7ml/h now. Maybe Tmr all stable I might go 8ml/h stabilised. 

I won’t tube fed any food / meds till 6pm. 

2.00pm: looks much more awake. He topple the kibble bowl and stay by the water bowl again. Resting himself on the bed, RR HEAVY 33. The gas in him pain la. 

Found the brand: ICM RidWind Simethicone Syrup – contain 100mg simethicone in 1ml. Cat need 0.5mg/lb, 3.17kg = 7lb so gonna feed xl 0.04ml. I think slightly more is fine. I’ll see first when agnes help me buy 

2.36pm: msg clinic; “Attn: dr Brandon, 

Re: xiao lian. If I give him broadline, can still give fenbendazole? In case his gas is due to intestinal worms.” 

5pm+: agnes help me buy ridwind, I saw vet central dispense that for rabbit. Happen that moon also say she buy that b4 for bunny.but bunny dose is scary 1ml per 3-4ml. Then I recalculated. 66mg/ml formula n online says cats is 0.5-3ml. So is 33mg to 200mg. Ridwind is 100mg/ml but xiaolian gas really a big balloon so I’ll give 0.7ml first then see how – given at 6.30pm. Is he hot? He keep getting off the bed. If might be hot then I’ll remove bed and change all to unicharm pads for him. 

Given gaba 15mg and ondansetron and tube fed 12ml Kd. 

9pm+: lie in bed, still, I scare like sweeties got seizure b4 or what, checked limbs all ok. just sleepy I hope his gas go down and I hope he fart out. Hope he is looking v tired cos just tired. Let him rest. No pee (can’t gauge cos water bowl v wet Peepad) no poo for sure bo vomit so far. Tube fed 30ml Kd. Tmr Kd have to make more dilute (1:1) today’s is 1:2 too thick wasteful. fed gaba 15mg and 

This fluid bag can last till Fri 8.48pm or longer. tmr I got to off it for a few hours when I’m out. 

Erm have to adjust hours I’m in change rate to 10ml/h. 

Reminded him he is a cat got Pple love de. He is Wu xiao lian 

Morning he is still at 5G: no poo day 04 alr. also didn’t eat. Cage wet, bowl empty cos he splash the water plus one fluid bag leak. 

I major clean up room a at 4g to accommodate him. 

2pm+: i go fetch him. His cage in a mess means he mess up. Keep splashing water I think he over high. F patch cannot I tear out. Tonight skip bupre. Tmr continue. Inform clinic that Tmr I most prob want urine test and put in a o tube for him. 

Subcut him, given darbepoetin, b12 and b com n Cerenia. Bring him back to 4g. Calm enough. 

Serve aixia oldie. Serve Aristocats. Serve kibble and water bowl. 

4.00pm: apply appetite stimulant on him 4.20pm: microlax him. 

4.30pm: only the amount = bird shit Amt come out. 

445pm: don’t have. Erm … 

5.21pm: he is sitting on floor no further poo 

5.44pm: fr ip same spot. Ga have to think properly. Considering first. 

7.05pm; Ip: he lie on floor v scary pose. Too still, trace back 6.39pm diff position. 

716pm: change position again. Scare me so badly just now. I thought dead 

8-9pm+: i thought kd he reject swallowing n Nauseous so I blend into liquid, thought he can accept like yesterday’s aixia oldie. No. He really can’t take it. in view of this, I told him b4 this, I actually want to drag it again. I’m not a

Go for ga easily person, so I thought maybe still can wait 1-2 more days see how. But the fact that his issue, kidney – did improve upon indoor and regular Subcut, potassium low n i alr supplement it, phos high (need fluid, need phos bind which I can’t feed easily orally now even worse he stop eating), his heart, stable for now. Anemia, improve cos on darbepoetin n combo. pancreatitis alr on Subcut, bupre, Cerenia and b12. (Fluid better) so Tmr put o tube bah. Iv cath will be placed in, think I’ll let him be on iv for a few days too. Don’t waste it cos need to put it for sedation. maybe he should be on ondansetron. Then I can cut my Cerenia. and I can feed him all sorts of meds n food lots of food b4 I m away. if by that time he is still not well i don’t know whether he can make it when I’m away. No one can do the job. Sigh. I told him the risk. But I think he needs it. I just feel the longer days I wait, his body will be weaker without food and he might not survive ga. 

Sum things up: 

Tmr I got to wake up super early. 

1. check sweeties leftover meds see which one I can use on him 
2. Can’t do anything for him cos ga o tube fight win and come home rest on iv! This is the plan! We will survive ga. 
3. Bring him to 5G feed cats then we go vet. 
4. check urine n upcr – in case need semintra 
5. Check is it constipated? 
6. Day 06 not eating. 
7. Cbc/renal profile kiv 
8. Ask drip rate that’s safe for him 
9. Need change ab?
10. target Fri early slot go take off iv cath for him or change see that time n go back 5G feed cats 

Morning: he drink lots of water b4 I Subcut. 

go back mainly to do medical round. Subcut him and given all meds. oral Renacor, sacc and vibravet and he looks bad. I almost scare he will die of heart attack. Tmr not giving renacor and sacc anymore. 

He stay cage day 01. No poo day 02 or more. 

Locked. 

Serve food, and b4 I leave I add on RC renal pouch. 

Night: food not touched n jo serve food to him he didn’t touch and drink water again  

On o2 for him in the cage also. 

Xl 1.3.24 Fri 

10.32am: fr Ip sleeping not moving 

Trace 10.25am diff position so is safe 

Checked: no poo day 03. Didn’t eat. Bed wet, pee smell. But why? But pad full. He did pee. Change pad to monitor. Looks bad. forgot to take urine analysis which I wanted to badly. How did I forgot? Sigh. upcr – maybe he needs semintra. But he anemic. I still think he needs to take urine. Text clinic. 

I spread out doing stuff n syringe fed him aixia oldie 40ml. given sacc still. 

Subcut w bupre and Cerenia. Feel he is nausea. Putting f patch for him today, shave his ears. 

5.42pm: fr Ip he is awake. Can’t see if he touch food. Light at 4G must be repaired asap so I can bring him back for more syringe feeding 

917pm: fr Ip he is moving. Water bowl v low level, one big bowl leh water intake is scary. 

Night: manage to tell auntie that xiaolian lots of illness le. 

11.14pm: he is awake 

Tmr I got 2 cleaners in to major clean. Sunday I’ll bring xl back to 4g for close monitoring. I bought microlax for him too, think Tmr got to sneak out to microlax him.

Morning; jo video him pooing – like constipated? No poo by the end of her video. Checked: no poo. So he might be condtipated. Count today as day 01. Tmr I’ll go back to cage him. Must have poo then can let him out to roam. Need to lock cage. 

2pm+: Xiao lian lick a little food when I serve. 

Jo; “Ha ate a little this morning also” 

Subcut him w kcl, bupre, b12 and Cerenia. And vibravet w water 

Night; got lick food. Think minimum only. 

Morning: I just think he is in pain. Did eat, v little. Pancreatitis? Will test but won’t test spec. Given Subcut and bupre 0.18ml today 

Xl 27.2.24 tues 

2pm+: see dr Brandon for review. 3.225kg – drop further 235g. Left Nose for have blockage I clear for him. Flu? I feel his breathing not regular – but he check again he say xl purring. Erm. So means ok? 

To take Cbc renal profile fpli pro bnp 

HCT 28%, improve but retic not going up, continue darbepoetin. 

I ask to give ab cos I think he need. He say ok, start vibravet 1 notch for 10 days. 

crea 5.6, bun 87 also improve

K 3.5 – I should continue new bag w kcl again. 

Phos sky high not coming down. Have to tell them add phos to his food le  

Fpli – abnormal 

Pro bnp – abnormal 

Headache combo. Pancreatitis and kidneys n phos all needs high fluid. but he got heart problem. ThTs why I feel he got issue each time I high Subcut. But he needs. Headache combo. Just let him stay safe leave out his life in 猫房. 

420pm+: rush back 猫房 I’ll Subcut him w bupre 0.2ml, b12 0.3ml. Cerenia Tmr onwards then give 

Reach 猫房 he rather restless walk to outside toilet n sit there, even the rest find it weird. Then he walk to drink water.  

Subcut him alr 200ml fluid w kcl. Jo didn’t tell me he eat/didn’t for breakfast. 

Night: mmm”Smell the powder, refuse to eat. Change plate without powder also won’t eat” – i take it as day 1 not eating le. 

9.18pm: fr Ip he is on bed 

10am+: got eat, confirm eat much lesser. Test upcr also? What else? 

11Am+: Subcut – not difficult now. More relax.

Cough after that. Pat him. Got go supplement w more water and pee causal on his own. He is adapting very well in 5G. 

Morning: looks sian. 3.56kg – lose another 190g. Got eat leh. This coming Monday have to review but dr Brandon not in. Have to do it Tue. Can’t delay anymore. today new fluid bag without kcl. Subcut 200ml. Given darbepoetin b12 b com. 

Night: got eat 

11Am+: i cancel today appt change to next wed. I think can drag a bit. 猫房 expenses will b v sky in March cos I can’t come and I have to pay da jiejie all transport cost to feed the 4G cats. Later I have to plan again on how to cut expenses further. I pack a little bit more of 5G and take the steam bath comb out, take a drop of argan oil shampoo and water and steam him. He loves it a lot. A 40% of fur come off.

Someone gave renacor- so I take for kp use and see if xiaolian can take it and can help some w his kidneys better than nothing. 

Have to try to give him phos bind in food too. Cos I’m away and need to make sense certain things can still be given 

Morning: sit on big sofa sb and got eat w the rest 

Evening: learn to play w toy. 

I try adding phos bind into food n mix properly he did eat. N I try Subcut him when he is comfort on the big sofa. Generally ok. Hope it’s so manageable after my sx. 

Morning: looks sianz got lie flat down scary. 

Got blood stain Duno from where. 

But yet got groom himself. 

Took his weight: 3.75kg – lose 240g. 

Subcut him and given darbepoetin and b12 b com. need to go vet le 

Stay on bed let him be. Given sacc and nutriplus also. Didn’t see him sneeze 

Night: I might need to be away from 猫房 for 5 days or more, means the cats r without Subcut for that long… Erm. see his status this wed how 

Day: today major cleaning day. He trying to digest that? Not eating when serve. Subcut alr (250ml) feel that he seem even more weird. Just quiet. But I can’t guage cos he free roam alr. maybe Tmr I should lock cage to gauge his status again. Anyway his comfort zone is still the cage. 

Serve aixia renal pouch he did lick, but lick a bit only. Serve selar totally didn’t touch. 

3.00pm sigh Eff off the cctv I can’t check on xl. 

5.15pm: mmm help me plug in back the cctv, xiao lian not in cage, but lazing ard on the quilt blanket w the rest 

8pm+: he is sleeping in the small bed i place on the big platform bed 

9pm+: mmm”Xiao Lian sneezing” – pic is he very relax on the bed 

11Am+: jump onto bedding on his own. Can co exist w the rest. Will want whack Oly when she draw near. But generally ok. got eat. Water bowl quite empty. Poo hard rock 9.75/10. maybe the blood ff his hard poo? Wanna Give him sacc – no more . He is rather ok w ah boy. 

Lian 16.2.24 Fri 

Morning: I go into 猫房 n his cage door open. Trace back. It’s open since 14.2 wed midnight 0.58am, he open himself! Smart boy. eating well. Today Subcut only maybe 80-110ml? Cos needle come out I don’t want poke him again. Change new bag w kcl, will do it Tmr if I go.  

I think I won’t go 5G today. First day he didn’t get to see me. I also want to see how he does without Subcut for a day. 

Morning: food cleared and jo let him out to walk also. Then back to iso cage. I have to wait for a day that I can be in longer hours to see how. Eating well. 

1.30pm: saw auntie so let her triple confirm xl is safe indoor alr, kidney cui and anemic. now see how to improve and maintain. 

5.40pm: he is sleeping on the ledge. Food plate all empty 

10.21pm: sitting on ledge. Don’t know how he is feeling today without Subcut. 

11Am+: same as yesterday. Open cage but he didn’t come out on his own. Stay in thru out. Got water source.  Food all cleared. Serve Aristocats and RC renal pouch, got eat. Ah boy jump in he quite relax. Junior also got jump in I think. Manja want to make friends he growl. But didn’t fierce or attack. Told Manja go slow. Slowly make friends when lian is ready. 

Subcut him 130ml. 

9.32am: fr Ip, he hide behind the bin now. Why? Even indoor also hide. Fri he still curve up sleep in sb. 

11.00am: reach 猫房 he is sitting on the ledge of cage, got meow when I reach I open cage n sayang him and I left it open. I trust him to learn. He jump down slowly walk to tv room and found water source and start drinking water (I check: his water bowl is empty) and Junior, Cora, tao smell his butt his concentration on the water bowl. he did look ard a little. he saw Bessie demo exercise wheel for him. I check bin got poo 8/10. N he pee a lot so much that one green unicharm pad almost 80% full for one day??! Wet Food all cleared. He didn’t really eat kibble in 猫房. Oh ya there is blood stains in the cage, wonder where bleed. Fr Subcut spot? I don’t think is urine. 

Serve aixia renal watery pouch and Aristocat in his cage. Subcut him quite a lot, Tmr got to reduce, n he resisting and make noise each time I Subcut him. Given phos bind directly into mouth also. he sit on platform so it’s fine, so much better than in bin. 

12.55pm: cannot find him fr ip I got to ask where r u? Then his head pop up fr bin. Sigh. He sleep in bin again. he still groom himself loh. Safe for now 

6.24pm: fr ip still sitting in bin. But food cleared. 

8pm+: mmm”Xiao Lian, very clean”

Morning: he got eat all overnight. Clear his bin day 03 of blue pad and it’s full alr he pee a lot. No poo yet day 03. 

Serve RC renal pouch and he eat. Everything seem ok. 

Subcut him today w kcl b12 b com darbepoetin and fercosang. (Angry as usual) given phos bind 

B4 I leave just find him weird cos he choose to sit in bin. I checked bin no further pee. Is he constipated? Or further anemic? 

5.35pm: he still in bin v scary. Call him from Ip cam he did move his head up, but he still sitting in bin. Pain? Anemic? Or block? 

8.34pm: fr Ip still sitting in bin. Erm 

9.25pm: fr Ip he is still in bin but at least he is grooming himself 

9.59pm: mmm”Sitting in litter bin. Came out to eat, then went back inside。 Food plate empty”

10.21pm: fr Ip still sitting in litterbin. Why? Still don’t understand. Tmr must check the Peepad 

11.00pm: mmm”Still in there. Talkative” 

9Am+: got pee, nothing abnormal. Got eat. So should be human factors that he is hiding under cars. sigh. Didn’t get to gaba him b4 I rush to aw. 

10.00am: he sit in grab and see reflection of himself and he hiss n growl and whack himself. Ha funny boy 

Seen dr Brandon for consult. 

3.89kg – horrible he lose 510kg in 10 days 

Blood want to draw from jacular he very angry, will bite. Blood drawn from right hind leg, still ok w me tapping him. Steady. 

Taken Cbc renal profile w lytes n sdma 

25.9% need to start darbepoetin. should be starting Tmr cos I later go back will Subcut him le. Will try to give b com b 12 fercosang also. Sdma 24, crea 8.5 phos >16.1. Phos have to go down cos it will cause kidney to further worsen. K is 3.2, have to add in kcl to his fluid bag. 

11.35am: back to 猫房 Subcut 150ml plain fluid. 

Serve urinary pouch cos see whether he eat pouch food or not he eat also. 

Later I bring renal pouch for him. 

2.45pm: prep fercosang, b12, b com and darbepoetin to bring to 5G, Tmr give him w added kcl. 

3pm+: given him 压岁钱 N serve RC renal pouch, he got eat. 

1pm+: have to crawl under car to get him out. Though he hide but he somehow is trust me one la, come out to drink water and I got him in carrier to go 5G.  

Reach N saw Bessie first still quite calm. 

Sit in carrier while I prep the iso cage for him. Manja come visit, didI come visit junior come he hiss fiercely. I Subcut him 50% successful only he scream v loudly. Put him in cage w sb he got scratch, and serve tuna w white fish he got eat. So far looks fine. see how Tmr 

stress and hiss n growl whenever carrier go near cage, Oly walk pass. 

Night: serve Korean food he got eat too. 

Sigh auntie info not accurate. But the hiding under cars is scary enough for me 

No poo, Tmr I check the pee 

Late 9pm+: under the car, looks really small. But can’t be slim down so much more ? But the fact that he keep hiding under car and this week is new year … is a big issue. But my toilet is totally full. N he will meow will echo. Totoro room is occupied and room a is occupied. Totally no capacity to help him other than moving him to 5G iso cage? should I? if I do, will be Thurs best day. oh no, that’s cleaning day. I’ll consider first. Anyway Subcut him tonight alr. Cystaid given failed, mixed into his food put under car. he only eat a little this afternoon. And don’t want to come out at all. Keep hiding under car. 

8pm+: Subcut xiao lian. Sure grumble but non nego. Told him I space out le, outdoor, less frequency but amount must keep up. Ard 150-160ml. she still got blood stain on cardboard every now n then. Should be urine in pee. Should I try giving him cystaid? Maybe I bring one next round, if not difficult I’ll cover him for UTI too. 

2.25pm: sayang him n not cooperative in taking weight. Should be 4.4kg – lose 100g in 29 Days 

Day 03 I didn’t see him. He had been hiding even not at the new hideout. 

10pm+: finally saw him. Got dental issue also sigh. didn’t really like me le. Sigh. I got to rush back also. Day 3 without Subcut. 

Xl 27.1.24 sat 

2pm+ found him at the end of car, so didn’t see properly will miss out. He not close to me le. Scare of me ah. U Duno I’m the one who pamper you meh. Sigh sayang his butt n I go off 

10pm+: day 05: sun cut him. Angry v fast want to run off, of cos I won’t let. So long no Subcut must Subcut. Told him really can’t bargain le. Sayang him. Afternoon I help him throw Away those rubbish kibble again 

Yesterday I can’t find him again. So far skip 2 doses of Clav. today 9pm+ found him, Subcut him day 14, 12th Clav jab told him last one. Will see how again w the Subcut for his kidneys

4pm+: alr find him for thrice … can’t find him at all. All cars no. Even bowls n etc disappear. Make me so worry. Go ask wawa and found xiao lian shift loc. Sigh. Scare me. Subcut him and given Clav. 

He had been weird. Hiding under cars cos sick? Cos don’t want Subcut (I don’t think so). Cos got bully? (I think so). 

10pm+: i didn’t see him at void deck didn’t find him le, my leg is v pain can’t go under car pls him to come out. Skip today Subcut n Clav jab.  

4.23pm: he is so sleepy. Accompany a while then Subcut him. His leg paw a little pale siak. N I feel he like thinner and ?? After done he fierce to me wor. 

2.40pm: Subcut him w Clav and b12 

3.10pm: he is under the blue car again. Don’t want to come out whole day alr. Auntie can’t find him, I just tell him come out to Subcut he also don’t listen to me. Sigh. 

9.00pm: Subcut him and given Clav. nag at him cos he didn’t come out this afternoon then found out fr auntie one of my ceramic bowl also found broken. Sigh. 

12pm+ near 1pm: came back w sweeties and found xiao lian gone n the box and water bowl all on floor, break. Anyone bully him? 2nd floor guy told me he did still see xl 5 mins ago so relax a bit. 

1.25pm: clear up all the glass pieces N give him a new ceramic water bowl. 

2pm+: Subcut him and given Clav day 04. 
11pm: I’m back n saw a mouse eat xl food. Wa don’t eat wet food siak like his kibble. Didn’t see xl

10pm+ then got time to go find him for Subcut n jab

4pm: still will growl but I think he knows it’s good for him. The trust level a cat willing to give a human helps a lot when it come to medicating. He just know I won’t harm him. Given Subcut and Clav successfully day 02. 

150pm: seen dr d. 4.58kg – gain 80g in 1 week’s time. Dr d can handle him better but of cos he still fierce and struggle. Handle him

By scruff but good enough la. Can see his teeth, got tar tar la, but not bad enough to needs dental. Taken Cbc Chem 10 lytes and fiv felv.  

Fiv felv both negative. 

kidney problem – quite bad one. Needs Subcut. K low needs potassium. I’ll see first for first few Subcut w not k added. 

urine analysis – got blood n wbc – so the stain might really be from the pee. But he got no UTI, urine not enough to send out for culture, he confirm no issue peeing. 

To give Clav. 

5pm+: manage to Subcut him n given Clav and b12 jab. 

12pm+: he don’t respond to me, don’t come out play w me. 

I pull him out to do a Quick check. Still the same abrasion only, don’t see why bleeding. 

Then he run to pee in grass. I can’t see the pee but he did pee a lot. I guess he is a kidney cat? Sigh Tmr don’t know how much to spend on him then. 

9.10am: given him a new cat bowl w treats. 

1pm: I’m back fr 5G, bowl stolen. Sigh 

Night; auntie say the cardboard got blood stain again. Erm …. Didn’t get to check. Maybe 19.1 bath can check better? 

Night: told auntie that the place is getting messy. So many things all ard. So many boxes, a bit too much. I think I may help to throw things b4 cleaner do. Cos it’s abuse pple help alr. Anyway she say xl got blood stain on box again. But why? 

9Am+: Grab him to dr nally to do a check. 

Weight: 4.54kg. I scruff then can check legs – same as what I think abrasion only. Worry blood from urine which I can’t gauge cos he don’t urine in my place. but physical check she press his abdomen n etc no sign of pain. Active. Strong n  alert n fierce. Poke twice on both hind legs, vein pop can’t get even 0.1ml of blood. Try next using e collar, totally fail I almost think he will die from distress. Dr nally says no point. No advantages at all. The cons a lot. For now, monitor his weight. then if one day really need see vet, whack him 100mg 2-3h b4 coming 

8pm: manage to Inform auntie about what happen in the day. I’ll try to take his weight maybe every Tuesday to observe him 

Night: auntie say there r more blood stain found, left leg. But I saw his both hind legs got abrasions – not sufficient to bleed. I santidise for him n apply f10. I didn’t tell her I got intention to bring lian to vet Tmr anyway. 

11Am: come back from 5G and saw him on the floor, w the man I suspect last time

For some negative stuff? Yet he smile when he saw xl greet me n I feed xl food – xl like the finnese chicken w beef 

Sayang him. The auntie had been trying to tell me he is not well didn’t eat well. I know is not true for the eating part cos I feed him too siak. He can finish 1.5 cans of food in my place within 8 hours. bringing him indoor perm is a big decision. Just randomly bring him to vet is not difficult, I just want to do logical thing. If need to bring him indoor, he won’t like it. I know it. I’m friend w xiao lian. He know it too. Indoor is different. He don’t use litterbin somemore. Unless I ever let him try staying in a few days and see status 

Noon: not raining but xl not there. I go carpark call him n he come out sayang w me. 

Afternoon raining I go find him again, not there again. He rather stay under car. Sigh. Cos he don’t want to come up w me? I didn’t call him. If my iso room is vacant and same thing happen I would have called him up. 

2pm: raining extremely heavily when I go out for lunch. Saw xl in a v dead-cold position but a boy cover him w clothes and is accompanying him. 

225pm: someone had cover the box w t short that looks like a good cover, xl in it. I thought xl will be happier to be able to sleep peacefully without cold. Brought him back 猫房 restroom to rest. He got meow meow n I quarrel w him. But still sayang him told him I’m worried about him. Accompany a same cat sofa for him. 

550pm: not sure whether he sleep for the 3h, but he definitely know he is Away from the harsh weather n wet rain. He ate almost 90-% of finesse tuna w pumpkin. 

Serve sparkles tuna w salmon. He will meow, so later weather good I’ll bring him back at night after feeding Jackie Chan. 

8+pm: brought him back to his landed house. he finished at least 50% of sparkles, informed auntie. 

Morning walked pass by him twice and he will pop his head up over the fence and check out who and saw is me will come out tell me sayang. I told him I didn’t “care” as in didn’t want to bring him to vet to check out cos I know that date come will be the date he gonna go 5G. And he won’t have the privilege of seeing me so often as n when and sayang so much. Don’t have own personal space like fencing like sofa sb that’s his alone. though he will be safe from danger and carparks. got one old couple came waiting for transport, xl is scared of that old lady and didn’t want to be nearby her. Smart boy. 

310pm: sleeping 

10pm: auntie late? Xl eating auntie stuff I sayang him a bit n I got to rush back to do night rounds. 

12+pm: checked her hinds, can’t find any issue/ bleed? 

Sayang her. She love my present 🙂 

Morning sayang xiao lian – maybe low in potassium. Told him that I’m observing him. Told him now I still can sayang him as when I come home. But if I ever bring her to 猫房 the chance I’ll sayang him can be low, cos my schedule in out 猫房 will not be relaxing. pre emp him. 

Xl 18.12.23 Mon 

1258pm; feeder call My phone I can’t ans. 

And I quickly check on xl, he is ard so not he got issue. Too many times abuse my phone till I don’t know when I really have to pick up calls. Got to ignore it my 猫房 task alr Jam up. Fei fei passed on. 

8pm: I sayang him n told him today I saw him many times but I’m extremely bz. He love sleeping on my sb. 

910pm: xiao li came to send fei off, she say xiao lian right hind leg got bleed. I didn’t see just now

2pm; rain super heavily. Xl hide in the box, someone help to

Put clothes all over to help him cover. Poor boy.  I don’t have space to bring u in for the next few days, and auntie yesterday trying to tell me u r not well. I don’t think u r not well as in flu or basic illness. If anything will be old age, kidney, hind leg weakness which is all gonna prepare u to go indoor long term means I got to bring you back 5G to live w all my 猫房 cats.that time not yet. See how 

Given xiao lian and wawa their Xmas present.

8.30pm: xl seems ok w current spot but here more outsiders – i feel more dangerous leh 

Serve tuna w cranberry. He like 

Xl 5.12.23 Tue 

12pm+: I open door and saw xl nearby sitting right there watching me. Call him and he walk over I play w him n lead him back to level 1. Someone bullying him? He wanna come find me? Got a feeling the ah Ma beside didn’t like cat though she is friendly to me 

Someone must have bullied him at the stairs. He don’t like to be there anymore. Erm the sofa I got ready for his Xmas gift don’t have safe place to put le. Erm. 

Xl 1.12.23 Fri 

Xiao lian box and bowls had been switching places these few days 

Find something weird. He is moving upwards. Today he move to my level and follow me to my place. Xiao lian scare of something? Recently days got cats killed at st 51 by dogs. Linked? Sigh 

Xl 27.11.23 Mon 

503pm: Erm he is near me again. Is he finding me? Sayang him a bit told him I need to rush to work. 

These few days I Duno why sometime I feel xiao lian bowl got urine smell. I bring up to wash a few times. Erm today best – what is this???? For xl? I don’t care ah no logic why here I throw 

Xl 18.11.23 sat 

6+pm: Duno why he so scare till he came to my stairs … carry him back to usual spot. Today sayang him a lot 

337pm: finished bathing, he did scare of the hair dryer but settle down, groom himself while hair dryer blowing at him from a distance. Just now I did tell him we groom, cut nails, clean ears. Then I ask him want bath or not? Then we decide ok we bath. He also trust me enough to let me carry back to bath. later he will feel good la. Oatmeal shampoo used 🙂

Night: go sayang him. He is still my cute boy 🙂

2+pm: saw a newcomer – tena. I just feel it’s abandoned. She went to stairs and met xiao lian.  XL didn’t show aggression.

Yesterday afternoon I saw a weird guy looking at xl. I felt danger. Then night i didn’t see  xl n this morning he also not ard, scare me. Found him eventually 

This whole week has been sayang him a lot. Always meow me play w him 

Night; see a rude note pasted – Erm feeder xl says it’s the level 2 pple paste one, prevent those pple who anyhow throw kibble on floor. Sigh. Duno the note will cause any trouble or not. 

12pm+: I come back w cookie t and cookie meow so loud till xiao lian also excited and meow at me at half floor. 

Morning: given him wellness tiny taster – eat a little only. 

10pm+: I’m back and he sleep very soundly. Let him be 

Night: play w xl. V sianz his bowl had been all rubbish these days. Have to pour all away and top up mine. Today I didn’t change. I need to get don on iv asap.  

10pm+: his kibble bowl all rubbish kibbles like 2-3 types. Thrown. N I got to make a trip to top up for him earthmade N urinary  

Night: pat pat xiao lian for quite some time, he like to play w me 

1109pm: saw them lazing ard 

Tonight saw only rubbish kibble – thrown for him, so I bring a bowl of urinary kibble for him. He didn’t eat. 

Xl 20.8.23 sun 

809am+: saw me want sayang but I super rushing for time, sayang him a while. The kibble bowl I gave him got stolen le 

Night: pat pat him and I go home le 

Xl 21.8.23 Mon 

10pm+: super cute, xiao Lian like to hide and sleep in box too. Someone left a box for him to sleep in. My kibble bowl is back 🙂 I top up more kibble for him 🙂 sayang him a lot.  

730am: met xiao lian, given him tuna w white fish only ate 8% – thrown. 

10pm: saw him give him tuna w chicken ham – he shouldn’t be hungry but he finish 80% leh. Means he like this flavour 

Noon: I packing house and xl wants me sayang. He quite close to me I serve him tuna w chicken ham and urinary kibble and left it at 1.5 floor for him to continue eating. 

1pm: wa washing floor- lucky didn’t spray on the food, i clear the plate and lian only finish maybe 40% of it.  He got some dental issue le, got those action when eating 

Night: sayang him again. Help him throw rubbish kibble away 

Night; Xiao lian saw I throw his

Night: sayang him and gave him kc tuna w whitefish n RC urinary kibble. he got eat some. 

1240pm: saw xiao lian and he come to me, I ask him want food? Meow meow meow, haha I use my ziplock bag to serve food for him I can’t find papers. Given chicken w prawn un gravy – he got eat but 10% n he is urgent go pee so I got to throw alr n I got to go home. 

10pm: saw xiao lian and xiao Hei Hei sitting tgt. Xhh eat the indoor, praise him smart cos there are lousy kibble ard too. I throw that away, XL just not happy I throw his things away. Explain to him many times alr that’s rubbish 

These few days daily I got sayang him. But always at certain point of time he looks scary at one point n i feel danger fr him. 

10+pm: called him he li wo today. Sayang him and after a while he always give me the scary feel. Saw there are some Dry up food vomit. Xiao lian vomit out dry up wet food. 

Given xl and wa a platter plate, tuna w snapper and chicken, Pidan quail egg and small fishes. 

Xiao lian 10.4.23 Mon

9pm: saw lousy kibble w him again, I throw and compensate him a plate of urinary w 3 Pidan smashed quail egg. 

7.55am: morning he came down, look thinner, a bit sian, I give him some butt pat pat I got to rush for work  

Night: given him chicken tenderloin not keen. I added pidan quail egg he is keen leh 

Xiao lian 3.4.23 Mon 

11pm: someone my floor sitting w him, he greeted me so i pat him a bit check he is eating indoor n I go home 

Night: wa don’t come find me for rubs but watch me throwing the rubbish food 

1120pm: sayang him, he is eating indoor kibble 

Night: sayang him, angry w me ah? Quite some time didn’t sayang him cos bz w wawa in my place  

Xl 26.2.23 Sun 

7pm: see him and I go check on wawa and I go up take food for both, come down xl mia Liao. 

Lian 8.3.23 wed 

Night come home xiao lian sitting on this chair so cute, next time my center open here will he have a better life? I scare the uncle will still be ard Erm haven’t decide want or not 

815pm: Tonight v cold, I saw xiao lian, XCL n hei hei like v hungry, Duno auntie coming what time so I feed them. Each plate I put mixture of 3 food so let them choose. Xiao lian like to eat tuna w crab meat ah. 

XL 30.1.23 Mon 

1120pm: saw him in basketball court, smart. Safer to be there too. 

XL 4.2.23 sat 

10pm: some days didn’t come find him, cos I max up le. But also didn’t see him past 2 days, told him be careful. N update him wawa is doing well 

Give him treat and also chicken treat – he like

Night: I’m back from 猫房 Party – saw him at usual spot, I don’t say hello to him cos I’m

Dead tired, just slow blink at him for a moment 

night: sayang n saw that he didn’t really want to Touch both wet food 

9pm: I didn’t even say hi to him, he saw me come meowing at me. Sayang him a bit talk to him and feeder come ask me put revo for wawa

920pm: call him he know but he ignore me. I throw all the nonsense kibble and went up to get him RC urinary kibble and ciao cup IMC- 233 chicken fillet – he ate. Check his body for a quick Check. Nothing leh. Not hot and no wound, don’t know why he ignore me. 

Night: called him twice n he came down to sayang as usual. Got one point he suddenly look at me like want to attack me Liao, but that’s when I also feel weird. Damn cold n chilly – Erm told him ok I also felt weird. Told him go sleep. recently pple put rc fit32 for him

Lily mummy: “So cute… d girls say very manja this one.. ask to sayang2…” 

1030pm: i waited for 3 girls to leave, and I go talk to xl. told him next time he got

So many visitors I would go off don’t talk to him le. Wa he angry leh, want

To whack me to death siak. Ha 

Morning: saw xl same spot, not active, wet. I go up sayang him then he more open, and coil ard me 

1045pm: say hello and sayang him again, 

Help him throw nonsense kibble again- he understand 

XL 29.9.22 Thurs 

11+pm: v bz but he greet me so I still sayang him a while then go home. 

950pm: back and sayang him w wawa ard too. 

XL 18.9.22 Sun 

Tonight give him super premium red snapper, got eat ard 45% and also RC urinary kibble. 

Asked him want sayang? Or I wanna go home le, he run back stairs for me to sayang him. 

Yesterday help him dump those useless kibble, didn’t see him these 2 days. 

XL 5.9.22 Mon 

Back fr 5G saw him he confirm recognise me, talk to him a while and sayang him. 

Night: yesterday someone w lian, so I just sayang him a bit and I go home. Today also a while cos I’m damn tired 

V sick of throwing rubbish kibbles twice a day today. Xiao lian smart boy eat my kibble only. also ate tuna w chicken ham  

Night: i went back to get food for wawa and xiao lian. End up mins later feed is here alr, so I gave all I prepared to Xiao lian – RC urinary and kakato tuna w chicken – he got eat

Night: yesterday throw lots of rubbish kibble for her n wa. Today saw her eating 2 plates of wet – aixia oldie like and dd pure.  

Night: found rubbish kibble again, throw all

N top up RC urinary For him but he went home le  

Xiao lian 26.7.22 Tues 

Sayang him and give him urinary kibble – he don’t seem to like it that much 

9pm: Sayang xiao Lian and xiao bo  

750pm: I didn’t even talk he meow at me. So cat do recognise face as well. pat pat him

N bring him urinary kibble he eat. 

Serve him urinary kibble. Got eat but not as keen as first time give him 

1220pm: call for him n he happily run down to me, remember I told him about Batman fav snack urinary, n I have at home so I told him to wait for me – he waited. He like too. 

8am: he depend on mood one siak. Or hungry? I called him today he run to me sayang n I ask him he want earthmade kibble? I gave n he eat. 

10pm: saw him again, give him earthmade again, he still eat. 

2pm go put stuff for N#02 to clean for her, met xiao lian sitting right there, sayang – play w her for a while. Her left body also sticky loh. Was thinking she might need a bath? 

616pm: N#02 sent me: “she suddenly came up with like glue all of over her side and we tried washing it off with water but it’s not coming off” – I thought she is injured n now pus burst? 

10pm: auntie say this morning xiao Lian had a plaster on her leg, Duno who paste. maybe she lick off thats y her fur sticky now cos of the tapes not glue. 

I had checked and press her leg, no injury, she isn’t in pain. Nails length ok. 

12pm; auntie say last week his leg got problem. 3 days I check nothing though right front got one moment show weakness. Today check nothing also. Sayang him lots he recognises me better in the day. 

8+pm: saw him so fed him: daily delight carrot